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| oh, no. i'm blogging again today. and i've been warned not to do so by - various people. :] including myself, btw. but it's kind of like an addiction when there's something going on in your life. mhmm. but i shall not blabber anything more about that issue. it's depressing so i shall shut up. so anyways, i guess that i'll just blog anyway. temptation, you know? :] heeh. well, first off, i changed my blog song to this new song and it is awesome ! you all have to listen to it and the lyrics. it's pretty. :] well, to me, that is. You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then loath what exists. Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had is no longer there. and here's the actual reason why i'm typing this entry : I WATCHED HAIRSPRAY ! 
aaah. it's awesome, awesome, awesome. the big hair, link, the pretty outfits, link, the amazing dance moves, link. did i mention link? :] you know, the thing that did surprise me is that i never realised that zac efron could ever be that hot. oh, no. i'm outdated. heeh. but then again, the thought of john travolta acting as a mother did make me kind of laugh at everything the mother did in the show. i laughed a lot, btw. well, the show's not as funny but i was in a cinema with an energetic audience. :D hands down, make hairspray a must-watch movie this month and the month after that and - just as long as it's showing in the cinema, watch it !  sam __. xy
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| i wanted to be - lol, i don't know. i was a kid. an immature one, btw. i used to love my barbies and wished that i would be as pretty. and uh, lol. there was once when my mum bought me this barbie with fringe so i kinda wondered how it would look like without the fringe. so i flipped the fringe up and i was like 'wow, she looks so much prettier'. i had fringe at that time, you know, mothers and their children with fringe cause they think that they would look cuter? hahas. course, i was dumb. i mean, come on. i was in kindergarten. so i took out these pair of scissors and snipped away my fringe. my mum walked in on me halfway and tried to 'save' my fringe by taking me to the hairdresser. lol, but oh well. it was still ugly and unporpotionate. 
anyways, back to it. i wanted to be a - bookshop owner > ice-cream seller [ can you blame me? i loved my ice-creams. :] ] > hotel manager > a bank manager. lmao. it's amazing how what you want to be keeps changing when you're young and imaginative but it's just not as easy to do that when you're older entirely because you're about to choose what you're going to do for the rest of your life after college. and your choices can make or break your future. aah. let's just think positive and say that i'll figure it out someday when i'm older. yaay. :D sam __. xy
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| FUN FUN FUN FUN! .. is what's happening this weekend. i can't wait. can't wait. aaah. x] anyways, i'm gonna be meeting up with my tuition friend that i miss really much ! it's been months [ or it seems like months ] since i've seen her and i miss her. <3 she's really awesome. =] so we're having this plan to kinda persuade our tuition teacher to actually start teaching again ; cause that's just how much we miss our tuition class! heeh. i mean, she's a good teacher. who can deny? =] still planning some stuff here and there. everything's been a mess, really. hahaa how we've been changing plans here and there but hopefully, everything will look up and fall into place in time. geez. how many times have i said that this month? x] IT'S MERDEKA TOMORROW ! and this means i can sleep till 12. haah. i love to sleep in. what can you do about my habit, huh? lol. and that's where i got my eye bags from. i really don't know how many outings i'm having and hopefully, my mum will let me. but uhm, see? queens is really near my home and i'm meeting some friends there tomorrow. or i hope so, that is. wheeee. it's gonna be an awesome awesome weekend. =]
.. or so i think it should turn out that way. will update soon ; when i'm not feeling too lazy. heeh. _____ ` sam t .x | | |
| and it just takes that to make me get over you. i'm still wondering why i did fall for that stupid jerk. uh, no. not that one. THAT one. =] you know? ah, just ask me if you don't get who. but uh, it's quite obvious who i'm over, right? you know what? i'm so so so sick of [ waiting ]. sure, my friends have been waiting for people longer than i do. but see, only people who really love someone can bear to wait and bear to see their crush with someone else [ if the girl actually makes him happy ] then again, i wonder why everyone practically needs a love life. i mean, heck.
WHY DO WE NEED A LOVE LIFE OR A BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND ? we all want to be loved, right? we all want to know that there's always someone there for us no matter what, right? or maybe we just want a love life cause everyone's having a love life. so you have no crush on anyone. and why say that you really like someone when it's obvious he's not the one? ... course, it would be fun if you can play someone. heeh. but that's just wrong.
it would be fun to finally find the right one and get along together. the right guy to get your adrenaline racing. experience? lol.
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people like shelby and austin are genetically programed to find each other.
- a cinderella story
if only life could be that way. POOF and you find the one you really love. or probably the one you're suited with. is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise
here we are again, circles never end
how do i find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but i'm still waiting in line most relationships seem so transitory
they're all good but not the permanent one who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why i'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
" sam, you're so lucky. everyone you like, likes you back. " - a friend <3.
sometimes, things don't go the way you want it to. if everything fell into place by itself, and everything worked perfectly for all of us, we'd never be prepared for the worst. experience helps. a lot. so no, don't go hoping to change what happened to what you want it to be. if you keep hoping to change the past, you'd never move on. and everything that has happened got you to where you are now. so, no regrets, people. the one will come sooner or later, no matter how many guys you know. if only some people had dignity. =] `&& sometimes friends fail you __ . [ sam is - topic hopping ]
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| I`m Back ! .. and this means making time to do homework. surprisingly, kl didn't really get busy with traffic. and so, i was hotel-hopping for the last four days. the 3 hotels were supposed to be all 5 stars, but i ended up feeling as if the hotels were degrading. x] night # 1 : crowne plaza 
they had this HUGE bathroom and the most i-want-my-own-space room ever. but uh, i don't think it would top mandarin oriental. and that was the exact place where i saw the most amazing dudes ever. x] lol ! okay. i shall stop being a whore but you see, i saw this shia lookalike ! and did i mention how hot foreign guys look with curled brown hair? =] oh, and if you ever go down for breakfast, be sure to go down at 10. exactly. on the spot. try that out the next time you head to a hotel and you'll know why. =]
night # 2 : the westin
[ was holding lots of luggage and shopping bags so excuse the crappy shot ] =] they actually serve guests a 'welcome drink' or something like that. drink # 1 : apple cinnamon elixir
drink # 2 : orange basil elixir
drink # 3 : ginger lemongrass elixir
night # 3 : park royal [ insert amazing lobby but no-privacy / lousy room picture here ] my dad got this room for free and so, they put us in this really tiny, not-so-amazing, no-privacy, no-bathroom-and-exposed-shower room. but you see, the other rooms were booked and they're so damn nice. def 110 % better than the room i was staying in. ah, i'll post some pics later. i've gotta run to finish up my sej folio. sam ___ .x p.s. this is a crappy entry ; will post a better one soon. [ talk about lack of sleep ] | | |
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